Posted on Wed, Jul. 22, 2009 at 11:05 am
I ask myself all the time : Why do I keep on trying to fit in with these people? Why do I waste my time trying to please them? I know these people dont like me, and never will. Why?
Why do I keep putting myself in a position to be hurt? Why do I set myself up for the kill?
I can see these things coming, but I jump in front of the bus like a dumbass everytime.
Why do I care if they dont like me? Why do I care? I must be the biggest damn loser in the whole world. What a idiot I am to want these people to be around me. How can I be so nice to youall when you all treat me like shit.???
All I ever wanted was to fit in, I never got half a chance from any of you.
I know i haved done some stupid thigns in my life, and I know I'lll probably do some more. Ive made many mistakes i wish I could undo.
Most of all I wish I had never let any of you make me cry, because now I see that none of you were ever worth a single tear.
So now I just hope you all
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